My anguish

Fearing and fearing I faced at last

My mother’s death and then my father’s death.

Now my fear is for my death and my wish

Is I be not there to see my children die. .

31.12.2009 

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Lavishness

Being lavish is not being generous.

Being lavish stems from one’s ego’s urge.

Being generous stems from one’s heart’s purge.

Lavishness fails to evoke acceptance.

29.12.2009

Sexual feedings

When eyes survey, when palms cup,

When mouth licks and when piston pumps

Man eats his lust from woman’s body.

Woman eats her lust being eaten by him.

28.12.2009

Desire is modified by time

It is true once she loved you.

It is true once you loved her.

It is not that she still loves you.

It is not that you will like her now.

Time and space modify one’s desire.

28.12.2009

Others’ pleasure

It is true man flirts with many women.

It’s not true he had had them on bed.

It is true woman entertains many men.

It’s not true she had yielded to them.

To believe the false is others’ pleasure.

28.12.2009

Robbers

Clouds are robbers

That rob the sea

And spray the grass.

Philanthropists!

I salute you.

28.12.2009

Death without notice^

Termination with a year notice

Would help me do on priorities.

Termination without any notice

Would deprive me of my pending works.

Both are alike as I can’t feel post death.

27.12.2009

Kissing’s value

Kissing is an intimate expression

Enacted in any sexual encounter.

Kissing is an innate operation

Employed in all corporal intimacies.

Lip-locking and tongue plugging are the two

That distinguish themselves from others.

They connect the psyches of man and woman

And help then feel about theirs souls’ oneness.

Locked by their lips, plugged by their tongues,

The couple will derive a sensation

That sublimates the sensation they get

When they entangle themselves in mating.

When he thrusts open her lips and pierces

With his tongue and when she gets hold of his tongue

He will use his tongue as his organ

And she, her mouth as her lower mouth.

The kiss compensates the denial of sex.

The kiss promotes the interests of sex.

It gives instant satisfactions to the pairs

Who are forbidden to entertain sex.

The stigma attached to kissing gone

And its acceptability risen,

Liberality of kissing will take

Care of perverts of sex in their void.

27.12.2009

The rawness

Anything made regular is artificial.

Anything artistic is artificial.

Rawness dies in artificiality.

Man knows it; does woman understand it?

26.12.2009

Grudges are carried over

There is a grudge that my children don’t treat me

The way I have treated my old parents.

There is grudge that my wife doesn’t regard me

The way my mother had done her husband.

The grudge is there that my juniors don’t revere

The way I have revered my seniors.

Such like grudges are carried over

Through generation after generation.

25.12.2009

Where are they?

Rare are those who die with thirst unmet.

Rare are those who die with hunger unmet.

Rare are those who die with power unmet.

Where are they who die with sex fairly met?

25.12.2009

The goal of the love

You love me so I have to;

It is love of pity.

I love you, who aren’t my sex;

It is sexual love.

I love you and pursue you;

It is love of lust.

I love you who ignore me;

It is love a mother exhibits.

Mother loves; the God loves.

The extinction of the subject

Is not in mother’s agenda

But it’s the God’s ultimate goal.

24.12.2009

The hidden breasts

A woman hides her breasts with clothes;

She hides them from being seen

To betray their presence by shape

More pronounced than the naked.

Anything that is hidden means

It’s location isn’t traceable.

Breasts aren’t hidden with clothes;

Breasts are decked out with clothes.

24.12.2009

I’m helpless

I shall love you even if you don’t;

I shall love you even if you resent;

I shall love you even if you love

Someone or abort your love for me.

Yes, because you tempt me to love you.

24.12.2009

Satan and God

Sans sound, silence is not there.

Sans darkness, light is not there

Sans man, woman has no value.

Sans Satan, the God has no role.

24.12.2009

The queen of the jealousies

He is in love with her.

No man thinks he deserves

To be her lover.

She is in love with him.

No woman thinks she deserves

To be his beloved.

Sexual jealousy is

The queen of the jealousies.

24.12.2009

Shed the myth.

It is a myth to think that

The good will beget the good

And the bad will beget the bad,

Where one eats the other to live.

24.12.2009

Mother’s worth

As long as the mother is of use,

Her children want her to live.

As long as the mother lives

She wants them, though useless, to live.

24.12.2009

The guilt built

Investment on land and

Involvement with women

Are the two solid foundations laid,

On which rests all the guilt man built.

Man piles sins and makes mansions

For him and his progeny to die in.

Man reaps sins in trapping women

For him and his heirs to bequeath.

No saint, no seer could redeem him.

23.12.2009

Guarded from sexual pleasure

My parents, uncles and aunts guarded me,

My brothers, sisters and cousins guarded me,

My husband and his members guarded me,

My colleagues and neigbours guarded me

And my children, nephews and nieces guarded me

Against my pleasure that men could give me.

23.12.2009.

The coin’s two sides

Cannibalism is the rule of the game.

All creatures prey upon each other.

An eternal war has set in since the life’s birth.

Good and Evil are the coin’s two sides.

23.12.2009 

For the prosecutors

Of course, she committed a sin,

That she confessed and repented.

It does not give prosecutors

Any right to set themselves above her.

23.12.2009

Satan’s role

But for Satan, can we seek God?

Fear of Satan drives us to God.

Satan removed, why is God?

God has reason to make Satan.

23.12.2009

The evil and the good

The thing we call evil

Is evil only to us

As we don’t see it

In relation to the rest

Of the universe; so

It is not evil but good

In its own nature; hence

No evil is evil.

23.12.2009

A man’s love for woman

For getting her, I resolved on it,

Come what it would; I resolve to get her.

With this only each man moves his love.

No one will resolve on retaining her.

20.12.2009

A bow to an arrow

Be a bow to your child, who’s an arrow.

Be to him a string in full tension

To shoot him in full swing with high speed.

Let him proceed where he takes himself.

20.12.2009

The present eclipses the past

Her present looks in celluloid

Make contemptible her looks

In those movies a decade back,

Her younger looks notwithstanding.

20.12.2009

Reveal nil

Rama told Krishna ill of Siva;

Krishna will tell Siva of it

When he moves away from Rama

Or when he moves close to Siva.

17.12.2009

The blinds, a fortune

Blinds are dear and near to the God

As they commit no sins, no crimes.

The God is dear and near to blinds

As he committed wrongs on them.

17.12.2009

The green memory

In a given circle and

In a given moment

One might get importance,

After which forgotten

Will be he by the circle

But it is greenery

In the incumbent’s memory.

Each of us got such ones,

To which let us cling.

17.12.2009

The battle field

To marry too soon will land a woman

In a bad husband; her fate is sealed.

To marry too late will make a woman

Miss a good husband; her charms faded.

If her fortune got her a good husband,

There might be women to lure him away.

If her fate earned her a bad husband,

There would be fine men to lure her away.

A woman’s life is a battle field.

15.12.2009

The battle field

To marry too soon will land a woman

In a bad husband; her fate is sealed.

To marry too late will make a woman

Miss a good husband; her charms faded.

If her fortune got her a good husband,

There might be women to lure him away.

If her fate earned her a bad husband,

There would be fine men to lure her away.

A woman’s life is a battle field.

15.12.2009

Be hard at men.

A man of commonsense

Will not value a woman

The less for her reluctance,

At his instant advance

Or for no acceptance

Without a scrutiny,

For a matrimony;

Contrarily she being, he’ll hold

Her weak in commonsense

And low in estimate,

As, having but one cast

For her Life, she shall cast

That Life away at once,

And make matrimony

Mere a mockery

Like that she leapt in the dark.

Women, be hard at men.

15.12.2009

Not to cross the boundary.

Dear girl! I respect you as my friend’s daughter

But not as much as it enables you

To secure my son as your husband, mind.

It will cost my repute and ambition.

13.12.2009.

When in scandals

So certainly does interest banish

Love and affection, and so easily

Men and women give up honesty

To secure themselves when caught in scandals.

13.12.2009

Mahatma Gandhi is a writer

He who writes is not a writer.

He whose writing has been his life

And who has made his life his writing

Is he who only is called a writer.

13.12.2009

Men are lose heads

Two sisters parted and went to be wives.

Two brothers stayed and became husbands.

The distance didn't break the sisters’ closeness.

The closeness didn't break the brothers’ distance.

12.12.2009

A grandmother’s notion.

He is my son’s son whom I love so much

That his mother’s love is less than mine.

To attend his needs is my great concern,

That I don’t do lest she’d be relieved.

10.12.2009

Who a man’s children are

Women caged and men barred,

Woman’s chastity is guarded.

Man must find hers as his children

So that he can bequeath his wealth.

09.12.2009

Life prolongs

Men guard their women,

Who in turn guard their children.

The children grow into men and women.

Guarding repeats; life prolongs.

08.12.2009

Genuine love

Pity generates love; sex generates love.

Fear demands love; favour expects love.

Generating love is a genuine love,

Which can thrive without reciprocation.

08.12.2009

The role of hormones

Fair skin, fine features and high breed

Are of no helps for a woman

Unless she’s got enough hormones.

She would hardly excite a man.

Dark skin, core features and low breed

Aren't hurdles for a woman

If she’s got excess hormones.

She would be a sex bomb to men.

06.12.2009

Whatever he might be

Having fallen as a prey

To an unworthy hand

From an impulsive action

I would ever stick to him

Whatever he might be to me.

 I must not seek a new hand,

However worthy he is,

To have him[husband] say later

That I, who he persuaded

To call myself his wife

And who had given him

The liberty to use me

As a WIFE, was not as faithful

As a wife ought to be,

Whatever he might be to me.

04.12.2009