About the repentance

I am cheerful for what I've done

But more so for what I haven’t.

I am painful for what I've made

But more so for what I haven’t.

I am thankful for what I've got

But more so for what I haven’t.

I am shameful for what I've done

But more so for what I haven’t.

To rinse the sword won’t plug the blood;

To sheath the sword won’t heal the wound;

To break the sword won’t undo the wound.

Repentance is a selfish act

With no alternatives yet found.

06.05.2009